Thursday, March 01, 2007
9:50 PM
feel like a ghost wandering the hallways of an empty house
slowly running my hands along the walls, the uneven bumps of the cracked paint beneath my fingertips.
its the hollow silence thats screaming at my ears as my feet thread noiselessly atop the parquet floor.
i am aimless.
just walking around. without a goal. without a destination.

i have loads of work to do.
and my list of assignments is screaming at me from my desktop
but somehow i just cant bring myself to get down to doing it.
its not that i am like depressed upset or anything
in fact i just feel well... empty.
and unable to concentrate on anything in particular.
unfocused, detached.
did i mention that i am finding it more than a little difficult to breate?